I need a break

Thank God it's Friday. And thanks to God we have no classes today. Aah. Finally, I have some time to relax. Yesterday was really a disaster. I just got home crying because I was so tired then. My mom asked me what happened. I just told her I was pagod. The heavy rain and my HEAVY BAG really ruined my day. It was raining and there were lots of passengers in the train. We were already like sardines inside. The train was so slow and it kept on stopping that made all passengers who were standing lose their balance. And I was one of them. Good thing I got a hold on the train rails. There were times that I ride the train without holding on those rails and it's really hard, knowing that I wear high heels. But yesterday I managed to find myself a better place in the train where I can hold properly on the rails, although my bag and the envelope gave me a hard time. And another thing, there were no gentlemen (nowadays). There were two men sitting comfortably in front of me and they didn't even bother to let me sit down, I was sure they noticed how difficult it was for me standing for almost 45 minutes.

I got home late, crying. I already bursted with tears. My mom just massaged my back and told me to take a rest. Then, I was surprised when she asked me if I wanted to stay in a dorm near my school. Before I used to ask her if I can stay in a dorm because I find a hard time traveling, although I'm already used to it. I can save money and time then. But last night when she asked me about it, I had my second thoughts. Another thing to decide on.

One thing I'm afraid of is that I'm attached with my family and if I stayed in a dorm all by myself, I might end up crying all night. I know that it has lots of advantages, and for once I even thought of having independence. But I'm afraid. How about my food. Clothes. Homeworks? This one will surely be a big problem. Hmm. Well, let me decide.