welcome back

And now I'm back. I'd been publishing my blogposts with my other blogsite (wordpress) and I've posted lots in there. Anyway, it's has been a busy week. Hell week is over. Preliminary exams just ended and I hope good grades would come. I was also bothered for the past few days for just some stupid reasons in school, sort of misunderstandings and all that, you know, the usual things in college, but thanks to God, just a simple prayer and it's as if nothing happened.

Now, I'm in front of the computer thinking of what to do next. I'm done with facebook and multiply, also with searching for some books to read 'cause I really miss reading a book, and once again, searching for that MOLESKINE that I dream of having. I hope I can buy that one someday. It's expensive but it's worth it. It's a weird thing of me being fond of notebooks. I don't know what the heck is happening to me. I feel very glad and entertained just by looking at notebooks in the bookstore. Good designs these days, with all those vector and retro prints unlike before that a notebook was simply a black notebook. Just like the moleskine. Try reading some info of it in the net and see why I admire it. It's just a plain one but my weirdness that I want to feel writing my thoughts and stuff in there. Anyway, so much for the moleskine thing. Just have to save money so that I can buy one.

Btw, my sister won the pageant in their school. Remember, schools still celebrate the Linggo ng Wika and their school held a beauty pageant I think entitled "lakambini" or something. And she won. Of course, it runs in the blood. Haha! Or maybe it's just that her rivals were not that good. I don't know! I don't want to boast, so enough of this stuff. :)

I also felt guilty for not joining my friends earlier with their business stuff. It's just that it's not my kind of business and for sure my parents won't allow me. And I worry about going home. Hope they'd understand my side. Actually, I consulted this thing with my churchmate who has really many experiences in business. He told me that entering that business is not that easy. You've got to have a great knowledge of the product, and he added that only 10% of the people there succeed in that business. I believe that it's because HARDWORK is the key in that case. And I lack that one. I'm afraid of joining because I am sure that I will fail in pursuing it.
I know I can excel in other things or in other business stuff. Maybe it also depends on the product, market, and time. And it's not easy for my family to find such amount of money since we're still experiencing financial problems. I don't think that's the solution. Things like that. I know that I can apply my "hardwork" in other things. Think. Think. Think of it. It's not yet the right time.

BUT, BUT, BUT, I'm into this another business, still hoping that some "business-mindedness" would come out of me. It's a sure one that I believe I can help my parents at once, although it's not that fast as it is that you can earn big at once. My way of thinking, and also shared by my friend is this: "in a business, it's not important how big amount you earn, what's important is, it's continuous...even if it's just a little money you earn, as long as it's continuous, surely it will produce a successful result." And you've got to have patience, and that's what I'm developing right now. And hardwork, too. And determination. And FAITH. :)