tsk..4:30am dapat but I woke up at around 5:05am! Akala ko malelate ako, I need at least an hour para maayos sarili ko; mabilis naman ako maligo pero matagal ako mag-ayos..uniform pa lang pampatagal na, lotion, off lotion for protection (oh di ba, mabuti na ang safe), earrings, contact lens, make-up, and hair. Nagprepare pa si Mommy oatmeal para may makaen ako..awa nga ko kasi konti pa lang din tulog niya; tpos ayon hindi ko rin naubos kasi nagmamadali na ako. Nakaalis na ako mga 6:00am na din. Paglabas ko umaambon, so I went back to the house to get my slippers para baon ko siya in case na magbaha nanaman sa aking beloved UST campus. One good thing was that they've already improved the roads inside the campus, dati kasi lubak-lubak talaga, which makes it difficult for us to walk with heels. Pumunta na ako sa sakayan ng tricycle, tapos ayon nakarating na ko sa LRT Station na sobrang dami na ng tao kahit 6am pa lang. I waited for the train. 20 minutes. tsk tsk. Kung hapon pasok ko nun nasa Gilmore na siguro ako.
Legarda Station na. I saw my two blockmates pasakay ng pedicab. Dahil sa aking takot na baka ma-late ako, nakisabay na ako sa kanila. The bad part was the "sobrang-atat-makakuha-ng-pasahero" pedicab driver made me sit on the small part of the pedicab. Nakupo. Sabi ko sa sarili ko hindi na ako sasakay sa ganun kasi nga sobrang hirap. Masakit sa legs, at mabilis sila magpatakbo kaya kulang nalang tumalsik ka talaga sa kalsada. Pero still, parang hindi na ako nakapag-isip, bigla ako napasakay dun. Nakakainis. 'Yung driver pa na 'yon ang nakadisgrasya sa paa ko dati kasi nga lagi siyang nagmamadali, hindi ka pa nakakasakay, aandar na ung pedicab. Another thing that made me angry about that pedicab driver? Mandaraya siya! May kasama pa kaming taga-Archi at AB na student. So, 5 kami lahat. Sa P.Noval at Overpass dapat sila bababa pero yung lokong driver na yon, sabi hindi na daw sila pwedeng ihatid dun sa may noval chuchuchu. Binaba kami lahat sa Lacson, ung binababaan talaga namin. Ok un kasi mas maaga pa kami makakarating instead of going all the way through noval and espana chuchuchu. But it's unfair for their part. Nagbayad sila 20php tapos bad service from that grrrr hmmmph driver. (sorry I don't say bad words) Buti pa iyong ibang drivers ng pedicab, kakantahan ka pa. hahaha Anyway, I don't want my entire day to be ruined. So I texted my bestfriend. Naglabas ako ng sama ng loob. And ayon, nawala naman. Nakipagchikahan na ko sa mga kasama ko habang naghihintay sa first period which was 7am.
7:40am na wala pa din ang prof. Nakupo. What's with this wednesday? Mga blockmates ko naghihimutok na kasi nga naman nagmadali kami lahat umalis ng bahay, tapos wala pala kaming prof. 7 to 10am dapat yung class na yun pero wala. So, punta muna kami library para magresearch and para hindi masayang time namin. 1pm pa next class. Para na kami ewan, wala ng mapuntahan. We had an early lunch then we just stayed at the lobby. We waited for another two hours. 1pm na. Philosophy class na. Ayon present na lahat ng instructors hanggang 7pm.
Although I had a bad morning, I still learned a lot. I learned that at some points in my life, I can and I must say "NO". Like for the pedicab incident, I must've said a "no"; when I saw that I would be sitting on that part, I must've refused at once. Another incident was the notes/research thing (kopya/research thing). I don't want to elaborate on this story. This thing is happening to me since I was in gradeschool and it is still my problem now that I'm in college. Basta, advice from me for myself, huwag ng masyadong mabait. haha. But sometimes, it's hard for me to refuse, depending on the person. Ewan ko ba talaga. hay. My bestfriend told me mahirap ng maabuso daw ako. I'll try to change that thing. hmm And of course, I also learned in our discussions, esp. in Philosophy, but it takes time for the information to be registered in my mind. haha Information overload nga daw. Anyway, this is all for today. Kailangan ko pa gumawa ng homeworks.
Despite a "not-so-good-day", STILL, I thank God for everything.
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